Drive 8/31/22

i’m the one in control i am the only one who can make myself move but i have issues with motivation 

perhaps i’m too emotional and i shouldn’t let them get the best of me 

i have this aforementioned void and want to feel something just to know excitement still exist 

for sake of my future i should just suck it up and become a rarely emotional droid only acting on logic and reason 

but this would kill a part of me, maybe it needs to be sacrificed for a better me 

but it feels kind of relaxing to not comb my hair and sit on the couch all day wasting away and giving into the monotony

i’m not sorry if i’m too emotional i’m ovulating